Oh great. i love holidays. Holidays are when your mother doesn't allow you to go out except for going to your grandfather's house to accompany him at night and at afternoon. How wonderful. And other than that, i'm stuck at home. i cant go ANYWHERE except for my grandfather's house. WONDERFUL EH? this is the reason why i hate going home. Go home, tio scolding for no reason and wash dishes everyday. What am i? your maid uh? That time i say have headache you all dun care. Until i have fever than you all care. kor kor leh? everything is he right,i wrong. Ask me why i so late go home? because of your stupid freaking attitude that freaks me out from going home. Go accompany your grandfather, what you think i am? Some radio or recorder that will listen to his stories again and again? I'm a human ok. I'm not some non-living thing that can stand this kind of treatment. Maggi mee everyday. Biased towards my brother. Somehow i think i don't even exist in your eyes. I seem invisible in front of you. Everything scold me. Brother's fault also scold me. He take my things you scold me. I take his things you ALSO scold me. Then what you wan me do? Just sit there and act like nothing happens? Fine. That would happen when i no longer have any feelings for this freaking family. Grandparents dun like me. Parents dun like me. Siblings also dun like me. Ok. fine. you wan me to shut up? Tell yourself to shut up first you freaking bitch. I doubt you even treat me as your own daughter. I can nvr forget the time when you and my father said," Did we bring back the wrong daughter?" How would you feel if you were me and i said that to you?
Fine, i will do whatever you tell me to do. i cannot go my friend's house i will just stay at home. But you will nvr see the Mandy that used to exist.
I'd wished i nvr existed.
All i wanted is freedom....but you took my freedom and everything from me...
Holidays? i doubt so.